Well it's been a while...
I guess thats because I kinda lost my love for drawing in a way ...

I think it was college and uni tbh. I don't think I was made to draw and stuff for other people. I haven't drawn anything for myself in years... But I graduated summer just gone... and I dunno...latly I've been itching to pick up a pencil. So in a min thats what I'm gona do ^^

Kinda silly really... so worried that what I do will be crap! lol But I think I'll post it when I'm done anyway ... might just be a squiggle knowing me lol

So what's new with me... I've become a WoW addict... so what I draw may be a troll or something ... I work at argos (go me ) its not temporary though...they hired me as xmas staff and keep giving me silly extended contracts. I don't mind though, better then nothing right ?

I'm a crazy BJD collector now. (ball jointed doll, for those who have no clue lol) Will probs upload some piccys of em. I love em to bits. I've got 7 and a head right now. I've brought 1 via layaway (1 more payment to go!) and I'm waiting for another 1 to arrive He's second hand and was shipped monday. He'll be called Icarus or Zephyr, not sure which yet. He's a fire-demon sorta...hmmm perhaps I'll draw a pic of him ...

as the last journal entry explain how crap everything was...a lil update: My parents are officially divorced. My dad had nothing to do with me for years, then outa the blue decides he wants a father daughter relationship, and because im a kind soul who believe in 2nd,3rd,4th,5th.... chances I'm giving it ago... It was going ok until I told him he wouldn't go to his wedding (hes done a lot and even thou I'm willing to forgive and forget...its not gona happen over night u know?). But me, my sisters and mum are happy Thats all that concerns me...ohhh and the bf of corse... yeah still the same 1. Will be 4 years in may. Cant believe how time flys. its crazy.

Also... I'm gona be an auntie ^.^ My sister is expecting a girl in march (6th). I can't wait. I love babies! lol I'd have 1 of my own if things were different. But as it stands now, I wont be a mother for a while yet. But auntie is cool right ? yeah I thought so too

Anyways before I loose the nerve to pick up a pencil (its like getting on a bike when you haven't for 10 years its weird...) I'm gona go!

Pretty sure nobody reads this stuff >.> I think part of me hopes 1 person will but meh...doubtful ...

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